Life is too short to be anything but happy.

Keep breathing. Keep loving. 

23 years young.

I am hours away from my 23rd birthday and I am feeling the need to self-reflect. I have to say, if my life were the way I had planned it out to be when I was younger, I would be having babies right now. Which is coincidental because everyone and their mother is having babies right now. I love it, but it's just not my time. I'm going to throw out the age of 26, 27- then it will be my time. In all reality, who knows where life will take me. Maybe it will throw me this crazy curve ball and I'll be having babies sooner than expected. As fun as a mini-me would be, I can really only make about 3 things in the kitchen and I can't save my money for the life of me. And who knows, maybe I won't even be having babies by 26 or 27. Maybe I will be like Samantha from Sex and the City and be 50 and... I won't even say it. ;) I think I prefer option number one. Or maybe there's an option number 3? Or 4? I like options. I don't feel like I'm about to be 23. But then again, I don't feel like any specific age. I feel young, healthy :) I honestly feel like I am right where I should be. I am entering the "primo" years of life. I think I'm going to look back over these few years and say to myself, "that was when I was in my prime." Don't most people? I have done a lot of growing, changing, discovering and understanding myself this past year. I've moved out of my parents house and developed an awesome relationship with my mom, which I totally knew would be the case before it actually happened. I have had this amazing boyfriend who I am so blessed to have and am so lucky has put up with me and continues to everyday. Although, I am not that bad. I have gotten more comfortable with myself than I ever have been. I feel very real, you could say? I have discovered that I have a very hard time showing feelings for things, that I no longer have feelings for. Even if I want those feelings to be there. I have different thoughts, maybe a different sense of humor. But I am okay with that. I anticipate life's craziness and questions. I understand that people change, grow, have different thoughts and opinions. I understand that people grow apart. And a sad realization it is at times. But it's okay. I have always been one to embrace change with an open mind and serious excitement. There are things that I complain about. But who doesn't have those things? But occasionally you talk to someone, read something, watch something that makes you genuinely happy about where you are in your life. You feel this awesome sense of contentment. And it's silly that people need those things to actually realize that. why can't we just always know and reference that? Or you wake up one morning and you just feel different. I feel like I am very lucky to have everyone, and everything I am so blessed to have. And I feel so grateful that starting tomorrow, I have another very exciting 365 day adventure ahead of me.

Happy birthday to me and a happy one it's going to be!

I'm cheesy.

Appropriate for now.

Finally.

I have a new obsession. And it's my new tittin. Everyone that I've told this to thinks I'm crazy and responds with, "Didn't you just get two?" Well yes, but clearly those are the people that have not heard that I unfortunately lost one of those kittens. She was the runt and wasn't 100% healthy- very sad yes, but all dogs cats go to heaven. I've been on a serious kitten hunt since. Olive (the remaining princess) has gotten super naughty and terrorizes everything and clearly is just bored out of her mind. But I don't want to do the whole kitten thing again. I just wanted one that was 4-7 months, around Olive's age (6 months) preferably had their shots, was fixed, female, yadda yadda yadda. So this weekend, Joel and I were out and about in Woodbury, shopping and running errands. We stopped into Petco? or Petsmart? (I actually don't even know) To get fish food-- not even thinking they have animals to adopt. Anyways, we walked to the adoption area and I immediately fell in love with this ball of fur sitting in front of me. Sign read, "Name: Fuzzy was clearly given to him by a 3 year old. 6 month old male. Had shots. Been neutered. Loving with people. Loving with other cats." and so on. Match made in heaven? Why don't you have a home? Oh, my goodness, this is perfect. I asked to hold him and he just nuzzled up against my neck and was such a lover right off the bat. We were told that he had already been looked at that morning and that if we wanted to get him, we should then and there. Stressful. I have other shopping to do. Do I even want to shop anymore? I think I'm in love. We were told that him and his brother were fostered for awhile and his brother was just recently adopted and taken from him. Sounds to me like our situation. Only less sad, Vino was not adopted. My thoughts were, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. We can go do our other things and come back, if he's here, we'll take him home with us. Little did I know, I could only be away from Petco (?) for 15 minutes before I realized I couldn't stop thinking about anything else but him and had to go back and get this wonderful kitten. So we got him! And here he is! Look at this little tiger.

 His name is Oscar.

I love him even more now that I've gotten him home, because his personality is hilarious. I somewhat thought he had one like Olive's when we first took him out of his cage- super friendly, cuddles. Olive, of course has been a brat and started hissing the second we got him in the door. Now mind you, she's had all of our attention for the last couple weeks. Princess Olive, ridiculous amounts of love. And we bring home a male. cat. that she is unfamiliar with. she needs to show him who's boss. And she does. She'll literally go out of her way, walk up to him, hiss and walk away. He is cool with it either way. He just backs down and tries to smell her/play with her again later. To me, they are typical male and female. She needs her power trip and he lets her. No way Oscar will let Olive ruin his day or his new home. They'll be cuddling in no time.

Imagination.

I babysat for the cutest little boys in the world today. I am not saying names, due to some lame KinderCare policy that previous employees have actually been fired for-- speaking of children outside KinderCare and violating confidentially. Stupid. Anyways, while the youngest was sleeping, the oldest (who's three) and I were playing with his train set he got from Santa! Before we started playing with his train set we had had "quiet time" where we laid on the couch and read his books he got from the library. One of them was The Magic School Bus something about dinosaurs. He's going through a dinosaur stage. So back to playing trains. (Little boy's name here) set his two trains facing one another on the track, stood up, put his hands in a claw-like position up to his shoulders, squatted down real close to the train set and said, "RAAWRR, TRAINS ATTACKED BY DINOSAUARSSS!!!" As loud as he could and pushed the trains off the tracks with his hands and they went flying. After I laughed, I reminded him he needed to be quiet because (little brother's name here) was still sleeping. He then assumed the position again and rawred in a whisper. I am loving this and of course, assumed the position myself. You should have seen us. I told his mom and dad how funny it would have been if they had nanny-cam and could have seen how hilarious we looked as we walked around the house like raptors eating, balloons, the curtains and dish towels hanging from the stove, all of which were tall trees. I am obsessed with the imaginations little kids have. My kids will have amazing imaginations having a mother like myself. I will be milkin it and playing along with them 24/7-- I am excited! 

 

Baby face.

I always love when a good opportunity to blog comes up. A little bit ago, I was at wal-mart buying myself some orange juice and more NyQuil. Does anyone else get carded every time they buy NyQuil? Because I do. And being sick, that means I'm going the 2 blocks to wal-mart, in sweats and no makeup. This time, the cashier actually asked to see my ID. Last time, the lady goes, "you're 18, right?" My response tonight, "23 in two weeks actually!" "Wow, you look 12. Sorry!" It's cool, I get it all the time. When I wear make up I can at least pull off an 18-20 year old. I actually had a conversation a little like this the other day with my friend, Mal, as she was walking me home. Thanks for the hair cut, by the way ;) We were talking about how some girls look like they are of-age, and of-age I mean, old enough to go to the bars, when they are in middle school. Not me, I was skinny, and had absolutely no shape to my body whatsoever. Awhile ago, I was down town Hudson with my mom looking in that little shop, Bella Luce. I was looking at the jewelry when the lady working came over to me and said, "I have daughters your age who just love the jewelry here!" I smiled and asked, "how old do you think I am?" She looked me up and down and replied, "17." I laughed as I usually do, because I get such a kick out of this and said, "Almost 22." I am actually to the point where I don't mind it anymore. My ID gets studied a lot of the times when I am out. They hold it up, look at me, look back at the ID, look at me again. They hold it up to the light, hold their flash light behind it. Would you like to see another form? I've got plenty! It makes me smile. I am going to continue to be carded until I am 40, maybe older. That, I am cool with. The first time I actually met Joel's mom, I was laying in his bed. Great first impression, I know. One of the first things she said to me, "I just hope you're at least 18." That same year I went out on their boat for memorial day weekend, I think it was. She continued the joke by saying, "I need to see your ID before you get on the boat." As Joel is handing me a beer. She sometimes continues the joke along, as other people do occasionally. I'm sure it confuses servers when I'm out to dinner with my family and my dad says, "check it twice" When they ask for my ID. Stop it, already! I know I've had the same face since I was 4. 

Nyquil night.

Tonight was going to be so much fun. And here I go getting sick again. You'd think being around kids all the time would make me completely immune to illnesses in general. Not the case. And I wash my hands like a natzi. What gives? I actually started feeling a sore throat coming on two days ago but told myself I was going to be over it by tonight. Sore throat + stuffy, runny nose= no Epic :(:( and sad faces. BUT the sunny side is, tomorrow is SIM (Sound in Motion)'s 50th birthday party at the Lounge. I've never been to the lounge! But I do love all the shows that SIM puts on soooo it can't be lame. Right? and Kristin is in town from Eau Claire and I haven't spent qt with her in far too long. 

So I just had some delicious cinnamon and spice oatmeal (perfect oatmeal weather-- not that I like that) and tonight I plan to drink lots of tea, take down some nyquil, cuddle with my tittin, most likely take a bath, run to get some more orange juice and medicine. Probably not in that order. I'll probably do lots of reading also. Oh! Side note: the book I started in Florida, in March-- The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo.. I cannot get into it. I am so frustrated. I keep trying so hard and I am seriously struggling. I have actually started and finished one book and am in the middle of another all while I should be focusing on that dang book. I am loosing my patience. I've never had to try so hard with a book. I don't know what to do. Maybe force myself to read that tonight. I hear it is so good once you get into it. Anyways, nyquil.. the reliever of all colds. I hope I go to bed at like 9 tonight. And I'm going to sleep in and wake up feeling like a million bucks! How's that for optimism? :)

Goodnight.

 I'm going to end the night with one of my favorite quotes. It came to mind today. Enjoy and good night!

"Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the imporvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so as you are true to yourself and the best that is in you."

A whole lot of feelings.

I am stressed because I haven't blogged. It has almost been a week! Eeek. I find it funny, the things I get stressed about. I stress about not reading fast enough because I want to read so many books, I get stressed about not blogging often enough, or missing a few days and I get stressed about what to wear. My life is hard ;) Or maybe it's just my mentality.

Let's start with the things I must fill you in on! 

My weekend in Milwaukee with Joel, my brother and his fiance' was greeaaat! Friday night we had a late dinner with Kimmy's (Damon's fiance') brother, sister and her boyfriend and then went to a place called fanatics. It's like Chucky Cheese for adults. Or Dave and Buster's, but I've never been there. We played a few games of bags and I was the DJ. Filling the place with ridiculous amounts of techno and house music. Sorry all, who aren't at my level ;) I was very impressed with the dance/electronia selection in that jukebox so I was milkin' it. 

We went to another bar to play some darts and I ran into a guy I graduated with! Hey Andrew! This is also the bar where I ran into a guy who looked exactly like Tiesto, I told him, and he said he's heard that before but has no idea who he is. No way. Saturday we woke up early, Damon, Joel and I went disc golfing and crossed our fingers that the sun would come out. It did! right at 3:30 when we got to Miller park to start tailgating for the Brewers game. First timer and had an wonderful time! Thanks, Damon! 

  
After the game we got back to my brother's and planned on going back out. Until I got the worst phone call ever. Now, you know me, I am not a phone person. My friend's don't just call me... so something was up when Hanna, my roommate, was calling me. Late at night. Knowing I'm out of town. Let me fill you in on the scoop-- I got my kittens in December and one was the runt. Back when we first got her she breathed kind of unevenly so Hanna took her to the vet to see what was up. "She has a weak heart and immune system" Well, we didn't think anything of it as it got better and she started to be super naughty like a normal kitten. Well, Thursday last week (the night before I was supposed to leave for Milwaukee) she started meowing like she was in pain and ended up pooping on the carpet. Weird, cats naturally know to go in a littler box.. something is up.. Hanna works doubles during the weekend so my mom made her way to our place to watch the babies on Saturday while we were both gone. Vino was totally fine then, playing, being herself. Back to the phone call: (Hanna in tears) "keegan and I are rushing Vino to the emergency vet in Oakdale, she's completely limp" ...blah blah blah.. more bad,sad things (keep in mind I'd been drinking since 4 at the Brewers game) You can imagine the amount of tears shed during this phone call. Long story short, her body completely shut down once they got to the vet :( I am out of town. I can't do anything. I am so sad for Olive who "has been just walking around the apartment meowing, like she's looking for Vino" ugh. My heart is broken. Now, 4 days later, Olive seems to be okay, but you never really know. Cats are smart animals. I do know she's been sleeping on the blanket Vino was taken to the vet in. She probably misses her sister. They are biological sisters. Vino is the black one, Olive is calico.

Okay, enough. I'm getting sad. You get how cute and amazing my kittens were together. Now Olive is just amazing by herself. So I am on a serious kitten hunt. Oli needs a friend to play with and someone to keep her company when Hanna and I aren't home. If you know of anyone who has a 5-8 month old female kitten, you let me know!

As of now, I am off to my normal Wednesday ladies night with my best friends for some dinner and most likely wiiiiiine! Bring on some serious laughs and a hurting face come 11pm. Because I do not allow myself out later than that on a week night. 

Checkyalaterrrrrr 

Vino.

I have to say, I am very excited for this weekend! Joel and I will be sleeping in tomorrow morning, which is like 8:30 ;) and then will slowly be packing and getting ready for our weekend in Milwaukee with my brother and his fiance', Kimmy. My brother, Damon, messaged me a couple weeks ago and asked if Joel and I would like to go to a Brewers game, his treat. Ummm... YES? Neither of us have ever been to one. And I am the kind of person, being from Wisconsin but so close to Minnesota, that would wear either a Vikings, Packers, Twins, or Brewers jersey and honestly not care about the outcome of the game. Either way, it's exciting for me to be at a game and socializing and drinking beers in the summertime.

I'm also very excited because I have 4 new CDs for us to listen to on our 4 hour long car drive, one way. What are these 4 amazing CDs you ask? Tiesto! Brittney! and 2 very awesome mixes put together by one of my girlfriend's friends. That sounds silly. There is nothing like driving a long distance to amazing music that you're hearing for the first time.. when the sun is out. It better be out, I heard it is supposed to be cloudy tomorrow? Not cool. (Sun, you will be out if you know what's good for you) And being with the boyfriend of course. This is our mini-vacation. We always talk about how we go on so many trips, but without each other. Pretty soon we're going to need to be in Mexico at each other's sides. Next March? Perfect. Anyways, thank you to my awesome girlfriends who gave me all 4 CDs last night after our amazing dinner and wine sesh at Urban Olive & Vine. Such good laughs. You ladies are amazing. And my life would be so boring without you. There is nothing like spending time with your girlfriends over vino. 

Cheers to amazing friends, family and road trips. With boyfriends :) Have an awesome Friday tomorrow, for those of you who are working. Suckerrrsss

and ps. Fail at going to yoga tonight. Right now, I'm eating pizza. Bahahaa 

The sun was out today.

..in more ways than one! :)

Yes-- it was a better day today! I woke up, had a little bit of a hard time getting into the shower but once that was over, I was full of energy. I'm starting to think that I think my body needs more sleep than I actually do. I, for some reason, didn't fall asleep fast last night so I last looked at the clock at 5 to midnight. I, on my own, woke up at 7. Hmm. But forced myself to stay in bed until 7:30, which made it more difficult to get out, I think. Probably shouldn't do that. So, 7 hours it is? We'll see tomorrow morning. 

Work today, was great. I haven't said that in awhile. My co-teacher, my bosses and I'm sure ladies I work with, all know that last week was quite an intense/emotional week for some of us. I think last week was probably the most frustrating week for me. Ever. At Kindercare. But today, I started to see the sunshine again. I laughed a lot with my kids and co- teacher. You're probably thinking, "stupid, don't you do that everyday?" Wellllll, let me tell you. These past few weeks have been quite challenging in our classroom. For various reasons I will not go into, because it would take up an entire post. 

Yesterday, I found a sticker sheet with two stickers on it. One of a heart and one of a crown. I gave the heart to my co-teacher to put on her jacket and I took the crown for myself. Today, one of my kids asked about my crown sticker. I then told them that they couldn't call me Ms. Kelsey anymore, that I would only respond to Princess Kelsey. This was really funny later in the afternoon when one of my kids yelled, "Ms. Kelsey!?" outside, and one of my little girls corrected him with, "It's Princess Kelsey!" I thought that was pretty funny. 


I finally got in touch with someone from Wisconsin Department of Motor Vehicles today! yayyy! Relief. Well, kind of. I now, have to get in contact with the woman I saw for counseling after that mess of a few months after my DUI (family counseling was recommended verses outpatient treatment-- I can touch more on that later) so she can fax a letter saying I actually followed through with my counseling. Bring on the phone tag with that one! Getting that taken care of on my break today took a huge weight off my shoulders. I also did all the dishes, you know that will make me feel better :)

Ugghh.

How badly do you want to read this post when it's entitled, "Ugghh??" haha I'm sorry. I actually thought while I was typing that that I should just title it something chipper and happy but I have no idea whyyy I am not chipper and happy right now. Clearly, I am not slapping you in the face with really happy, exciting posts just yet ;) I told my co-teacher at work today that I seriously think I am going through an almost-mid life crisis. Almost, because I turn 23 years young on the 28th. And that's another thing! This is my birthday month. I should just be cheesin' like I usually am. And during this month especially. This is very frustrating because this thing that I'm in or going through-- it never lasts more than a week. Never. So this is serious. Maybe I'm over thinking everything.

Today I decided that I am going to start "Operation- become content again." I will do all the things that put on smile on my face and make me feel content in my life and see if I still feel "not content" and if I do it's time for some serious change. I will:

1. go to yoga tonight. Which I failed at because my parents invited Joel and I over for a delicious dinner. Which is okay because food and a full belly make me happy too! I will just go to yoga on Thursday. Mark my words! 
2. do some serious quote reading. This is one thing that always makes me feel better. I love when reading and talking with interesting people put my life in perspective. I plan to pull out 1,2,3 maybe all 5 of my quote books when I get home from my parent's tonight. 
3. finish cleaning and organizing. This week! I am working on my laundry now and I plan to accomplish all the cleaning I had planned on doing this weekend but failed to do. Cleaning makes me feel better, it's crazy, I know. 
4. try really hard to get back to working out this week. But I probably won't. I say this almost every week but after this weekend (this weekend filled with a ridiculous amount of doing nothing-- after our amazing Friday night that is) I need to get my energy back. I was telling Joel the other day that I feel like either I am crazy full of energy and am off the walls or I have absolutely none and am so sluggish. I need to eat more green food! 
5. spend time with my girlfriends. My girlfriend, Sarah, just moved into a new apartment in Mpls. I have to visit her and I'm sure fall in love with her new place. If not this week, definitely early next week. 
6. read!!! I need to get into The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo. I have a list sitting next to me of all the books I need to read. One, is Water for Elephants and I hear that is being made into a movie and I absolutely have to read the book before I see the movie. I have to! I almost stress myself out thinking about all the books I want to read. It's silly, I know. I often allow myself to get stressed out about silly things. breathe. 

Another thing that I know will make me feel better: going to a craft sale with my mom on Wednesday. I know, I sound old. I'm cool with it :) Oak Marsh craft sale in Woodbury is always a goodie. 

So I am hoping tomorrow I wake up and feel fully rested. This morning my alarm went off and I was dreaming that I was warming up for our soccer game in high school and the game was about to start and all I wanted to do was play so I didn't want to get out of bed. Maybe that's a sign telling me to get back to being active and working out? I think so.


Get me out of this funk. 

 
 

Hellooo April.

So I was going to blog yesterday about how amazing Friday's show was but I was so sluggish and exhausted. By the time I had energy, it was put into showering and getting lovely looking and heading out to Kylie's parents house for some Indian food and martinis. Mmm. And I'm training myself to like spicy food. I am definitely getting better.

Tiesto's show was awesome! But when is it not? I had the whole day to prepare.. took a nice slow time getting ready.. had 3 cups of coffee.. was bouncing off the walls and dancing before we had even left to head to St. Paul. That seems to do the trick: late night? at least 2 cups of coffee. Because I am a grandma. A grandma who loves trance. What can I say? I live a balanced life. So our friend David, who we graduated high school with conveniently works for a cab company for one of the bars in Hudson and so gladly agreed to drive us to and from the show. Wew, that takes off stress. Thanks so much for doing that Davey! We really appreciate it. 

Not going to lie, none of us were impressed with how full the auditorium was (that is why I LOVE Epic, no matter where you are, he's close to you and the place always fills up so nice) Towards the start of the show, the floor was about packed but hardly any of the seats were taken up once you looked up into the balcony seating. Weird. The light show was amazing.. I try so hard to take pictures and videos but it's so hard when all your body really wants to do is dance, not stay still to take a good video. You definitely aren't thinking that way when you're there. Maybe after the fact. I always say how lucky I am that all my girlfriends love this stuff as much as I do. When I fell in love with techno in high school, I was about the only one at of all my friends. That didn't last long, it's easy to fall in love with. All in all, we made a crazy amount of friends, like we usually do at the shows we go to. And we're all so good at that :) I really did murder the dance floor and I was continuing even when we weren't on it anymore.. during the walk to the cab.. the cab ride home.. even when we got back to Sam Bams to continue to shit grin and talk about how amazing our night was. Hanna broke the strap to her purse while trying to run to Tiesto when he was finished and came towards the end of the stage to touch everyone's hands. god, that would have been great. No hand touch, but the effort made it okay that the purse was broken. We got so close towards the end of the show. And people weren't even weird about us coming up and invading their space. Probably because we are all awesome? ;) I saw a girl I had in my 5th grade class at the show and oddly ran into her quite often. With all the moving around we did I thought that was somewhere weird. I hadn't seen her since 5th grade and she found me of facebook a couple years ago. We also saw some guys that we graduated with that we would have never thought to see at a show like that- plus ten points. I wish I had a group picture of all of us to put on here, but sadly I didn't get one. Tier? Sam? Someone's got to have one! I said a few times, there couldn't be a better way to start out our birthday month. And of course, he surprised us with a nice little announcement that his latest CD comes out on the 5th.. soo two days. Amazinggg. Joel and I will be listening to that loveliness on our drive to Milwaukee this weekend. Thank goodness Joel likes Tiesto too. 

How far away we were at the beginning of the night

I wish I had sweet videos to show you :(

 I feel like there is so much more to tell you. I will most likely remember things after I have published this post. Oh well, it will give me an excuse to tell you about the time I was about 3 feet away from Tiesto at the after party the night we saw him in Chicago! I am smiling just thinking about that moment. 

Fun News.

Well we just got some fun news. Joel will be opening up for Ari Herstand on Sunday, April 17th at the Varsity Theatre. Remember in my awesome April line up post? We had been planning to go either way, but just found out Joel will be able to share the stage with him! Ari is a very talented, unique musician. He loops all his music. If you listen to his CD, you would think he's got an entire band playing with him, but really he does it all himself and "loops" or records certain instruments or beats and then continues to play them while he plays other instruments and sings. It's pretty fun to watch. Anyways, our friend's, Alli and Kyle introduced us/ turned us on to him last summer I think? Here is a picture of us at one of his shows we all attended together: 

What a cute entourage. Smile Joel! 

And there's Ari in the background! Joel is very excited and I am oh so proud of him. You are so talented at everything you do, babe. How lucky I am to have you ;)

Anticipation.

I took the day off today because it is an occasion. Well, and because yesterday was Joel's 24th birthday and I knew it was probably going to be a late night. Which it was. He played at Throwbacks in Woodbury and our families were there as well as friends, some I hadn't seen forever. I loved the familiar company, which I always do! 

Back to why today is an occasion. Tonight is the one night every few months where my girlfriends and I have the oppurtunity to see the love of our lives and all his talent! Tiesto! love. love. love. I guess I shouldn't say every couple months.. because that would be amazing to see him that frequently. There is no way I would ever get sick of it. We all saw him last time he was in Mpls and also made the trek to see him in Chicago. And we all wore wigs. Gosh, that was the best weekend ever. I was telling my girlfriend the other day that I feel so lucky to have so many "wow, this is the best time of my life" moments and each one is usually better than the last. How wonderful life is to us. 

So I purposely didn't "do it big" last night because I have to bring my "A" game today/tonight. I have seriously done nothing with my day at this point, which is the perfect way to get myself ready for endless dancing in heels tonight and frequent "I can't believe how amazing he is" remarks. On top of constant shit grins, lets not forget those! Wow, it is almost 3 P.M. 

To get myself in the mood (which I don't have to try very hard to do): Tiesto's podcasts. <3 <3 
Did I just do that? I did. Now, it's about time I shower and paint my nails. 

Tonight, I'm going to murder the dance floor.